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Poem for April

April 14, 2019Linda Watanabe McFerrinDispatchesNo Comments

“April is the cruellest month,” wrote T. S. Eliot in Part I of The Waste Land, and I agree. This month has been a really difficult one for me with its shadowy ruff, “breeding” as Eliot says, “Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing/memory and desire …”

So in that contemplation I am offering up this poem—not in the collection of my selected work coming out from Alan Squire Publishing this Fall, but certainly in keeping with its title and theme: Navigating the Divide.

It is a poem of hope, which I believe is the essence of this month’s meaning and of the many celebrations that illuminate it, and it is a poem of promise, a reminder that in dark times faith diminishes the great void, leaving us with the riddles written in its reflection.

Winter

 Twig-end of winter—

black sticks poke through

the icy ruff,

old grudges buried under.

I am a tired woman with a hoe.

Nothing grows,

rocks and frozen water stubbornly separate.

Over and over again this cramping earth

convulses, giving birth

as my friends give birth, teasing

the new life out with promises that, no,

death will not happen again.

I’d like to believe in

a world that’s always green,

but the set line of my jaw

betrays me;

the way my bones take over flesh,

insisting on angles.

I am not the woman I used to be.

More dead are locked in earth’s

hard coffin. My fingernails are shorter.

 

Let me unfold the thin red cloth of my hysteria,

spread a picnic for us,

here, in the midst of all my worry

and exhilaration,

a place where we can talk beneath new sunlight.

I long for that first fingertip of heat.

And, let me think, for a moment,

that one small, shining rivulet

can be worm its way into winter’s tough core,

blow it wide with warmth

like an old pear splitting.

Let me believe now, while summer

memories buzz before my closed eyes,

that rivers can run again, the

dry earth flood and inundate.

Let me wriggle hip and ankle

out of the hard calyx,

whole again, white soul ajar.

—Linda Watanabe McFerrin

 

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